Just when i thought i've let it all go, i was once again proven to be wrong. It was so unbearable that my stomach sank straight to the bottom and i lost my appetite immediately. I kept thinking back and kept wondering what went wrong but there was no answer, just avoidance and excuses. Now, smiles and 'hello' are still being exchanged, pretending as though nothing had happened but this is not what i wanted. What i want, is just an answer...

*down with fever